decisions

by on March 20, 2009 :: 0 comments

i do not know
i do not know
i do not know
if i want my lashes defined
lengthened
volumized
or plumped.
i hate having to choose
such a thing
as this.
i do not know
if i want to breathe or
if i want to fold up in myself
like a blooming flower
backwards
we all go backward
we all fall down
and what if
this
is
all
there
is?
and i am here
dissolving
in the Maybelline aisle
at Target.
(Maybe she’s born with it.)

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